
I'm in the Classics Library reading Augustine's sermons - gathering material for a chapter entitled 'Preaching on Death & Resurrection.'
Had to catch myself and enjoy the moment as I realised that I was simultaneously experiencing two things-
Music playing through headphones was Muse - 'Thoughts of a Dying Atheist':
'It scares the hell out of me,
The end is all I can see,
I know the moment is near,
And there is nothing we can do,
Look through our faithless eye
Are you afraid to die?'
As my music played this track, I was reading the following words preached by Augustine in about the year 415AD:
'You see the dead bones, the burnt flesh - will this body rise again you ask?
Believe.
Because if you believe in this, your soul will be raised to life. Indeed, believe, and your soul is raised now. "Do not be surprised at this - an hour is coming, and is now here, when the dead will hear the voice of the son of God and live." (Jn.5:24)' Sermon.127.15.
Experiencing both the hopelessness and hope in a simultaneous sensory moment. It's quite a thing, but is it not essential if you are to be an effective preacher and evangelist? Let's all share a moment of schizophrenia and enter into the atheism of hopeless secularity. It is a dark place in need of a light.






